I ve been to the Arctic circle..Can you believe it?!!! I cant!
Well im not exagerating ! Its true!
"HE WHO CONQUERS SELF CONQUERS ALL" -Swami Vivekananda
Well im not exagerating ! Its true!





Warsaw Old town squareHola!!! im learning spanish again! after a huge break! instead of spending hrs in the bus, snoozing or listening to music...i thought it would be nice to bug my classmate(who is from equidor) to teach me some spanish!
hi - cheshch (im wirting the way how it is pronounced, not its exact spelling)
It was a rainy chill morning! disapointed ofcourse! cause we were expecting nice sun!
cormorants are rare bird species, that feed around one kg of fish a day also threatening the fish number in the lake. it is still an environmental problem to ponder upon.
Every moment is a miracle. Though we often take this world and this life for granted, the fact is that we exist, experience and even thrive against unimaginable odds. You're already a winner because you are here today, living and breathing, capable of making decisions, thinking thoughts, taking action and accomplishing great things. A whole miraculous universe is available to you here in this moment. Those people who are able to tap into just a fraction of their potential enjoy stunning levels of success and achievement. Imagine what would happen if you were to do the same, right now. Though you've made mistakes, though others may have hurt you, though you may be weary and filled with regret, still this life is full of positive possibilities for you. Step back for a moment and look at the whole picture. Consider the boundless magnitude of your good fortune. Live every moment as if it were the most miraculous thing you could ever imagine, because it is. |
NOV 1ST - BOURNEMOUTH
Will I be able to exist in this world without you? O my love !
Nobody knows when, where, how, why something happens but if you have been thinking of doing something for quite a long time, it happens! jus like that!
Chaturagiri(C.G) trip was one such! I always envied my aunt who at 60 have trekked to almost all holy places(including kailash manasarovar and amarnath). when she shared her experiences when she first went to chaturagiri its been in my hotlist since then! but time paved way only now! its a huge flashback behind c.g but let me come to the real story.We were supposed to go with a good friend of mine, but unfortunately we could not make it up. We never expected we would go the following week itself!(now read my first line again:)
The following week happenend to be a poornima fortunately. We coordinated with Mr.Sivasangu who is doing "anna daanam" every poornima and amavasya day in chaturagiri!! He has been doing this past 35 yrs!! i was awed at his service right away.
We were asked to be in vatraayirupu the previous night. We got down in srivi station, visited the vadabathrasayanar temple,caught a bus to vatrayirupu, a town 20kms west fo srivilliputhur (any bus to kaansapuram will stop in vatraayirupu..there are buses frequently available from srivilliputhur busstand). it was almost 1900 hrs when we took the bus to vatraayirupu. we were eagerly waiting to get down vatraayirupu..may be for that reason or something..the stop
never came..ppl say."water never boils when one keeps looking at it"..:)
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y..the stop came. It was dark by then.Mr.Sivasangu was very kind enough to pick us up from the busstop and take us to his ashram. (i must not miss to mention here about his hosptitable nature and his simplicity (in both appearance and attitude) all along our bus journey i was wondering..how will such a great person appear..probably he ll be wearing a white dhothi,jibba..some rudraksha adoring his neck..nice vibhuthi pattai..and may be a mel thundu..! but to my awe he looked nowhere close to it!
Sivasangu uncle..
we were of the notion that we were the only blessed souls going to c.g the next day with him but i almost saw some 25 pairs of slippers in his verandah!! wow! it was like a house where some big function is going to happen! :) we received a warm reception and were served yummy food. I was already very tired and was even thinking that i would better sleep the whole of next day without going! (one can imagine what a sleep-buff i am!) i was too tired for introductions! (imagine 25 ppl!!!) so i found a nice cosy corner..voila..here i go ...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!The clock struck 2200.
All i know after that was some disturbing noise all around and all lights on..that too 4.30 in the morning! The place literally looked like the fammily in the movie "home alone" running hither n thither! i got up, still half-asleep..eyes half opened..brushed teeth half closed..drank half a glass of coffee..!! and posed like a good kid!:)
everyone was ready!! Thats when i knew there 2 big families who had cpme all the way from sathyamanagalam and salem for the poornima celebrations. I had nothing to tell them abt me..my mom had done all the introduction part herself! :) The salem family started for the trek earlier to us. sivasangu uncle promised to join us later since he had to get some cooking material for annadanam. so we joined the sathyamangalam family and we were totally 11! they 9 we 2!
we all accomodated in an auto(fare 75) and an amby. vroooooom! it was five past six when we started to the foothill of c.g (taanipaarai arch). soon the game of overtaking started!:) but an amby is an amby so no wonder our auto was left behind. All along, the way reminded me of the
same podigai i rejoice everyday in our backyard! cold morning breeze blew hard on my face..frankly i woke up fully only then. mango groves on one side and the mystic podigai on the other. i wonder why one gets so much attracted towards nature. have u felt sad by seeing a flower? never..cos all it offers us is only joy for the soul and honey for our tastebuds..and birds..we see them and get inspired..and mountains..teaches us how to face challenges..comprising of such varied creations..nature is a harmony by itself! a wisdom of itself! a kingdom of itself! ok back to our auto..i must say the auto guy was playing some melodious ilayaraja songs..imagine!!! i felt the foothill(adivaaram) never came! :) but every journey has to end..and our destination aslo came!
we all got down, grabbed our bags from the dicky..we made sure we packed less..its always better to carry less in such treks! i took my camera out and hung it around my neck. i wanted to look like some natgeo adventure photographer..efforts failed or succeeded..god knows!
so here we go..! it was 0630 hrs! 11 of us..2 old uncles (both of them nearly 70 yrs)..3 middle-aged uncles..3 aunties (including my mom :) 2 teenagers(meenakshi and sathish)
and one kiddo..err tahts me(:D)
I was very happy since im trekking almost after 2 yrs after parvada malai(also read parvadha malai travellogue down beneath!)..went snapping pics like a mad just out of asylum..cos wherever i turned it tempted me to trap inside my petty camera!! (took some 167 pics totally!!)
initially it was plain..with trees on both sides. the stretch would have lasted for almost 1 km or more..then we came to "thanga kaali temple and aaseervadam vinayagar temple" (hehe..what a name!
so we received his aaseervadams and kept moving..there was a sharp right and there was pechiamman and karupasami temple to the right..
we sought their aaseervaadams also..as we would have move few more yards it became rocky..(well it has to!) mummy found a nice water pool and we wished to spend some time in the waters..one uncle is climbing for the 3rd time so he promised us there are more exciting things like this more uphill...so we moved on..click click..im still clicking pics..it became more steeper..sometime later we crossed a brook..looks like duting floods its difficult to cros.. for there were chains for support. it was exciting. i dint cross the brook..instead climbed over the rocks and showed all of them.."See i didnt wet my slippers! " (kids do like that..) from this region does the real trek start.
we walked,climbed,stumbled, jumped, almost did all sorts of tricks to save us from falling off. i had a feeling "climb a hill is almost like meditation..infact the best mediation eyes open! " you allow your mind to wander for a second..lo ! you ll get free transportation service to some distant land!!
we would have walked a few more steps..watching the tall mountains, dense trees, naughty monkeys..chitchatting! we would not have crossed 2 kms i felt damn hungry. unfortunately we didnt carry any eatables with us. Jus then we found a seperate pathway leading to the "gorakkar" cave.

image courtesy : internet

| Really ferocoius river.. Considered as an evil river by the localites since it runs in the direction opposite to the "Holy" Ganges... Watch for the slender bridge over the river..we had to walk over that to cross..oh boy !it was so scary!! | |
Its not a mere mountain! its an abode of peace and tranquility. It has magical powers - poeple say.
Learn to be as vast as me ! Learn to be vibrant from me! Learn the quality of giving from me!


The saint
am sorry! was not able to be in tach my dear blog!
For so long i wanted to write in these things..1. psychological inependency2. ppl who walked into my life..3. some superb books that ive read.. 3. my travel xperiences..4. and other various topics..
i don know when im gonna take some time off for these! but soon u will these in my blogpage.
first on psychological independency..
We have heard ppl talk abt various kinds of independency..financial,social,physical etc etc..but this particular term really attracted me, being a lover of freedom and the one who respects the concept of being independent. Freedom matters a lot to we homo sapiens..for that matter any living being. History too proves that how man has fought in the past to maintain and defend his independency. With or without knowledge man becomes a slave to his quality of being independent. i know most of them love being independent in all walks of life but the one independence which we never bother to look upon is this psychological independency.
According to me, we are all knitted to our near and dear by a unique thread called love which consciously or unconsciously makes us dependent psychologically. its just my anguish that i must really tell u ppl that being pychologically independent is the tufest of all..(as far as i know..being a victim of this)..as far one can say that he/she is INDEPENDENT only when this psychological dependence is conquered for it makes sense only then.
In the drape of commitment and affection ppl become victims of this psycho dependency where it becomes a kinda addiction and it takes too much of oil to come back to normalcy. Possesiveness and expectations are the worst of things one can ever bring in any relationship for these ruin the relationship in due course. it takes us nowhere other than a bad blood relatioship and some bitter memories. Showing affection without any expectation is the purest form of any relatioship but how many of us are able to do that?!! heres where our psycho independency plays a vital role..try to practice it..ull have best of times..the more we give the more we recv..the more we expect the more we r dissappointed or betrayed..
so affection lest expectation is the mantra!!